Come back to Bintangor, Sarawak

Hi, all..
After went back johor for 1 week holiday...
I still come back to here...
Bintangor, Sarawak

I hate here... but still come...still wait for any news...
Still wish to sucess transfer, but as i know it's hard...
Cried untill no more tear...
Should i stay?

What i can i do...
12-Feb-09 is the date to submit my agreement...
So, i must decide before it....

I'm so nervours....
:(

Thiking to quit as GSTT if realy fail to transfer...
And hope can get KDC (kursus dalam cuti) when as GSTT...

Aii...
Anypeople can advise me?....

Help...